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be broken
get tired
or wasted
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[Thursday
May 31st, 2007]
MATT!
YOU FUCKING TRAITOR.

GAH. NO. NOT COOL. NOT RIGHT. FUCKING.. GAH. IDK.

BYE.

i think i'm gonna go delete my matt icons now..
this will be the last one you will EVEERRRR see me use.

fucker.
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[Saturday
May 26th, 2007]
We're somewhere near st. louis missouri and we've blown 3 tires so far..
It's lovely.
So we got some wal-mart tire place to stay open late to replace all our tires that haven't been replaced yet..
This is the 3rd wal-mart we've been to to get tires fixed for this trip.

Dinner time. I'm hungry. Really hungry.
and periods suck on road trips

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[Monday
May 21st, 2007]
I keep getting these emails saying these people I know replied to some thread in Facebook. Only, I don't believe I have or ever had a Facebook. So I have these emails, and I can't even look at what they're talking about.

Do I have some unused facebook that I forgot about that these people I know found somehow?

Idk. But. Today has been a huge waste of unfulfilled expectations. And I just want to hurry up and leave. I think I'm gonna go change what city I live in now. Might as well.
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[Monday
May 21st, 2007]
I've gone Vegan as of today.
So don't feed me meat or dairy..

I'd love to go visit Brent if his baby's momma would allow me to. Gah.
Anyways. Went shopping today, then went to school for about 1/2 an hour. Then cooked dinner. Now I'm looking for something to do. Jayson has yet to call me back, although about 4 hours ago he said he'd call me back in 1/2 an hour. But his phone died because it went straight to voicemail, and he never turns it off. So I'll let today slide. Other than that, I've gotta pee, and I need something to do and somewhere to go. Unfortunately I've burned a lot of bridges here in SC, so I don't have very many people to call. And I've run out of things to do online.

It's tragic.

Bye.
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Song to my Brother [Thursday
May 17th, 2007]
song and pictureCollapse )
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[Saturday
May 12th, 2007]
Sarah, you're so involved..Collapse )
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[Friday
May 11th, 2007]
RAWR.
Spending the night with sarahphym which means I probably wont be online. Dial up is annoying.


This is a personal conversation.. to B. Not you.Collapse )
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[Thursday
May 10th, 2007]
THE BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH NEEDS TO DIE
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[Wednesday
May 9th, 2007]
CHARLES!Collapse )
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[Tuesday
May 8th, 2007]
Clicky?
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[Monday
May 7th, 2007]
I burnt the living shit out of my arm today at work with hot grease.

I'm going to Hartsville Wednesday for Grayson's viewing. I really don't know what that means. Does it mean there'll be an open casket? That's what I'm worried about, so I'm going with this lady I work with. It's gonna be tough.


B-Cat.. now it's YOUR turn to get your ass online.
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[Sunday
May 6th, 2007]
I feel weird.
I always like Someone.
I always have some new flavor of the week (haha.. i used your phrase charlie.. it fits though) to call whenever I'm bored.
And I always have someone I hardly know to makeout with.

Until now, because I'm moving. I've not tried to meet new people (except this dude who came to Sonic today because he was really hot.. I pretended like I was absolutely convinced I knew him from somewhere..)

Idk. I feel weird.


I also have been majorly and stupidly slacking off in reviewing for my AP exams.


Oh, and Grayson died this morning in an accident. That makes me feel weird too. He was a really good guy, regardless of his mistakes. I can see my reasoning behind breaking up with him when he went to jail, but I also can see that it was stupid because I know that he treated me a lot better than any of the people I've dated since then. There's just a lot I wish I could tell him, and I feel that if I try to say now what I should have said before and hope that he hears it, it'll just make me obsessed with worrying that he might not have heard it. This is new. I've never had anyone I knew die before. I'm never going to see him again.. idk how to handle that. I've tried calling his cell phone, and he doesn't pick up. I want him to, but I know he can't. Idk what to do.
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[Sunday
May 6th, 2007]
testing.
testing.
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[Wednesday
May 2nd, 2007]
So, I'm now the co-mod at n0w_or_never, so apply!
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Ouch. [Wednesday
May 2nd, 2007]
Hipbone surface peircings definately hurt worse than nipples do.
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[Tuesday
May 1st, 2007]
Myspace.

Why is there no option for if you have kids, but don't like them. You can only choose Proud Parent if you have kids. Anyways, that's a stupid observation.

So, I've finally gotten to my "I hate school" phase. It's taken me till the end of my Junior year to do it. Now I don't want to go to college, but then I do. I think I'll like being able to choose what to study, but then again, I'm going to hate any required courses just because they're required. WTF mates. I just want a whole bunch of money and a fast car. THE END.

*but not the end of my post* because I have bigger problem than hating school. Problems like.. school. I definately don't have time for studying for my huge ass AP tests that I have in less than a week.

Screwing around on here doesn't really help though, I'm sure.

Grr. Anyways.. LJCUTTIME cut for my rant about my mothers homophobia..Collapse )
bye



[EDIT:] Also, the male gender can suck my dick. Except for the select few who I either, 1. don't want near me, or 2. Are exceptional exceptions.
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[Saturday
April 28th, 2007]
Peom by Geoffrey Paris, Drag-queen extrodinaireCollapse )
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[Monday
April 23rd, 2007]
I DON'T WANNA GO TO WORK.

*whines*


I have a headache from hell, and like, 5 minutes to get ready for work.
And no pain meds ANYWHERE.
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Busy. [Sunday
April 22nd, 2007]
Update as of now-

Today: Work, Study.
Monday: School, Big US H test, APChem test, JM meeting, Work.
Tuesday: School, Family Pictures, Band Banquet.
Wednesday: School, Pack Uhaul, Work.
Thursday: School, Pack Uhaul.
Friday: Dad leaves to Korea for a year, Work.
Saturday: Work.
Sunday: Work.


So they scheduled me 5 days this week, right in the middle of packing, selling our house, the end of the year school bullshit, etc.

I don't have time for this.

It won't be long before I'm gonna be on hiatus.
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[Tuesday
April 17th, 2007]
Have you ever been in a situation where the future is SO inevitable that emotionally, the present becomes the future for all involved?
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